Brian/Zacky chapter 4

After dinner Jimmy and Matt went back to their house and Johnny went to his apartment. Brain and Zacky made their way up to what is now considered their room .

"Zacky, I'm gonna take a quick shower"

"Okay"

"When I come out we can do whatever you want.Okay?" Zacky nodded a little and Brian went to go take a shower. Zacky sat on the bed thinking about everything that had happened to him over the last few months. Between Brian finding him in the alley way and taking him in even though they had never met before, up until now where Zacky has developed feelings for Brian and he knows Brian will never hurt him.

By the time Brian comes out of the shower Zacky has decided that he needs to tell Brain what happened to him. Maybe if he tells some one he can forget the past and start over, maybe even with Brian in his future. Brian came over and sat down on the bed next to Zacky.

"So what do you want to do?"

"Can we talk?"

"Sure, what about?"

"You remember that night you found me?" Zacky said shakily.

"Zacky you don't have to do this if your not ready"

"I need to tell you, so I can forget about it"

"Okay, I'm listening" Brian reached out and took Zacky's hands encouraging him to go on.

"That night you found me, some guys thought it would be fun to start shit with me, and I tried to fight back but there was four of them and I couldn't Brian, I couldn't so I gave up and they hit me and kicked me and they...they..."

"They what Zacky?"

"They raped me Brian, all of them" Zacky collapsed into Brian's arms and started sobbing. Brian held him as tight as he could without hurting him as he let a few tears slip down his face. Brian couldn't even imagine what Zacky had gone through. He honestly didn't think it was that horrible. Him and Zacky cried for the next half hour or so until they just laid there holding on to each other.

"Brian?"

"Yeah"

"I didn't mean to upset you I just, I needed you to know, so I can forget and start over"

"Shh...It's okay, I'm glad you told me, It took a lot to tell me that" Brian turned so he was facing Zacky, arms still wrapped around his waist. "Thank you for telling me, I can't say that I understand what you went through, But I do understand that you went through so much pain and hopefully I can help you get through it"

"I'd like that"

"Good"

"Bri?"

"Yeah"

"Can I try something?"

"Sure" Zacky slowly leaned forward and gently pressed his lips to Brian's. Brian was a little shocked at first but gently stared kissing back. Zacky pulled away, eyes still closed waiting for Brian to say something.

"Thank you" Brian whispered.

"For?" Zacky said slowly opening his eyes.

"What you just did, I've wanted to tell you that I like you but I was scared you wouldn't want to be my friend anymore"

"Wait, what do you want?" Zacky asked confused.

"Well I um...uhh..." Brian blushed and looked away from Zacky.

"I like you too" Zacky whispered placing a hand on Brian's cheek. "and I want to be with you I just...need to go slow okay?" Brian nodded a little.

"Okay, we'll go at what ever pace you want. I'm here for you Zacky, I won't hurt you. I promise. So does that mean we're together?"

"Yes if you want us to be"

"I do want us to be together"

"Then we are"

"Good" Brian leaned forward and pressed his lips to Zacky's. They pulled away from each other and smiled.

"How about we go to bed?"

"what time is it?" Brian turned around to look at the clock.

"12:45"

"Wow, I didn't think it was that late"

"Me either, Good night Zacky"

"Night Bri" Brian reached over and turned off the light. Once Brian tuned back around Zacky snuggled as close as he could to Brian, while Brian tightened his grip around Zacky's waist.